Thursday, May 31, 2012

Wait till Sunday

I really have to wait until Sunday to leave for vacation. I'm very excited but also nervous because I feel like I'll over eat. But I do have some plans in place. Like replacing fruit for fries or hash browns. It will be interesting to see how well I can apply some of my new techniques I've been learning while in therapy. It will be a good test.

Until next time ummm my mind is blank.

Wednesday, May 30, 2012

Small rant on language

I went to lunch and ordered a veggie burrito. The lady was white or wheat. I repeated again veggie burrito and all she does is look at me like she doesn't know what it is. HELLO it's right there beside the meatballs and the beef. Oh and wait you speak Spanish. You know burrito. That is what was running through my head.

If you leave here in America learn English. If you feel you do not need too go back to the country you came from. But if you are waiting on people you need to understand us.

Until next time keep on talking.

Monday, May 28, 2012

Videos and 3 day weekends

I finally got the videos on the computer but cannot upload them here. I cannot find the files as they are under my videos in my iPad and when I click to upload it only pulls up my pictures. I'm gonna keep on working on it. Only because they are a riot. Well probably only to me and my family but whatever

On another note I didn't think about food as much as I usually do. Oh wait probably because I wasn't stressed. What a difference that makes. At least it's a 4 day week then I'm off to Disney with the Nuts aka part of my family.

Until next time watch out for the Nuts.

Saturday, May 26, 2012

Dog and kids

I was at my cousins house watching her 11 year old daughter during the week. Well we were playing Nintendo and the dog threw up. Well I always gag and come close to throwing up when I have to clean it. Needless to say neither one of us wanted to clean it up. So I said lets put some paper towel on it and leave it for your mom. Marissa was like we can't so that. And I said why not she know how I am. Well this went back and fourth for about 15 minutes.

Marissa said let's both clean it up I said ok, I'll hold the bag while you pick it up. I get a CVS bag in between 2 fingers and hold it out with my face turned. Marissa then goes into detail how it feels even though it's in paper towel. I go running down the hall almost gagging. Then we both start laughing. We managed to clean it up with no one getting sick.

Until next time watch out for the throw up.

Friday, May 25, 2012

Eat to live or live to eat

I think I'm more of alive to eat person. Not sure where it came from but I like to eat. I'd rather eat all the junk then all the good stuff. I have gotten better with it. It all takes time.

Plus I eat when I'm stressed. Really any emotion. Luckily I am working with a doctor to help me work through the issues. I am glad I am doing it. It has helped me realize that it's just not changing my eating habits but my views on food.

Until next time keep on moving.

Wednesday, May 23, 2012

Things that run through my head before going to bed

I had all these things running through head last night before falling asleep and I can't remember them. At one point I thought I should right all this down. But I was too tired and had to be up at 5 am.

It seems like that is the time when I have the most thoughts. Where before it was during the day. I'll just need to get up the next time and write them down.

On another note I did get the software loaded on my PC for my video camera. But it is taking forever to load the videos. This weekend I'll work on it.

Until next time kick back and smell the flowers.

Tuesday, May 22, 2012

The joys of quiet at work

It's amazing what one person being on vacation can do. It's so much calmer and quieter here. I am not as stressed and don't really have as many urges to eat.

Work is a big issue for me when it comes to food. I look for ways to not work and I normally turn to food. I do occasionally turn to food outside of work but it's not as often as at work. In time I will learn to deal with it.

Until next time keep calm and peaceful.

The Cats

Both girls have gone in for their checkups now and they both got good checkups. Which is good. There are the start of some age related issues like Sammy has a cataract in one eye and Nina has some film over her eye. Nina's kidney disease is stable. Which is good since she's had it for 3 years now and is going on 17 in June and Sam is 16.

Until next time keep on meowing.

Monday, May 21, 2012

Disney and drinking

I am going to Disney with my family in a few weeks. There will be 12 of us going, my parents, my brother his wife and 2 kids, my sister her husband and 2 kids, my other brother and I. We have 3 one bedroom villas that have pull out couches. So each villa sleeps 4.

The kids range from 3 years to 13 years of age it will be fun and I am sure a lot of melt downs. This will cause me to probably drink since I do not have kids of my own. Note I normally do not drink except on rare occasions. But the fun they will have will be priceless.

Until next time wish me luck.

Thursday, May 17, 2012

50 Shades of Grey book

I had hear about 50 Shades of Grey a few weeks ago on the radio. They were raving about it. So I made a mental note to get it. Then I started seeing it on Facebook. So I downloaded it yesterday and already finished reading it and started the second one.

I love to read but some books just suck me in. This is one of them. Maybe because I slept around a lot in my 20s. I never did any of the any of the things in the book. But I still had a lot of sex.

I don't think getting tied up is for me or being in a dom-sub relationship. I understand that some people are into that and that is fine. I respect their decisions. For me I couldn't do it.

Until next time keep having fun.

Wednesday, May 16, 2012

Negative people and situations

I have no room for negative people in my life. In fact neither do negative or stressful situations have room in my life. In the past I have gotten negative people out of my life. Now I need to get out of the negative/ stressful situation.

I realize that life has its ups and downs. But I will not let it control who I am or my life. I deserve to be happy and will work on being happy.

So all you negative people. Turn it around or you may be lonely.

Until next time stay positive.

Tuesday, May 15, 2012

The bike ride and the videos

I had an awesome bike ride today. Well, actually every time I go bike riding it's awesome. The first 30 minutes I didn't listen to any music I was listening to the cars and the kids in the neighborhood. The second half of my ride I turned music on. For me I let my mind wonder and let all the stress go away. I love it.

I'm not sure if the bike ride countered the food I ate but at least I got exercise in. The food is slowly getting better.

For some reason my computer wasn't recognizing my little Sony Bloggie video camera. I'll have to mess with it later in the week. Sometimes me and technology don't always mix and sometimes we do.

Until next time keep on riding.

Monday, May 14, 2012

Coming soon to a blog near you

I have videos from this weekend. Some are from the Greg Lake concert on Friday and some are from our golf cart rides at my dad's house. I just need to download them off of my little Sony Bloggie video camera. It's the perfect size. It the size of a phone so it is perfect in places like thus weekend where a regular video camera would be too big. The golf cart rides have narrators my cousin's kids. It is so cute to hear. They had fun doing it.

Till next time keep on reading.

Friday, May 11, 2012

Nina the cat

Just finished at the vet Nina the cat. Good check up. Blood work should be in later today or tomorrow. Hoping the kidney issue is still stable. Her blood pressure good. Just a slight change to her eyes. Just a little film due to her age of 17 years.

Until next time keep in meowing.

Sunday, May 6, 2012

Talents of a 3 year old girl

This has been a busy week. Went to my bothers. The niece and nephew where fight over my iPad. Good thing I have an iPhone too. My niece was using my phone to take pictures and managed to turn the camera to the front and she got some pictures of herself. She also managed to get the phone to video and take some videos. It's amazing what a 3 year old can do with a phone. Here are her talents.

Until next time enjoy the pictures.

Tuesday, May 1, 2012

This weekend and food

This weekend I had more sugar and dairy then I normally have been having and I noticed that I am a lot more tired. Don't get me wrong I still don't eat the greatest but I am starting to notice more changes in my body. The amount of sugar I used to eat was a lot more quite a few years ago. So. Ow when. Eat that much I really feel it. Maybe once I start paying more attention I will be more motivated to keep doing what I need too. I have been tracking more. Not as often as I should but it is getting better. I have been weighing myself on Wednesday mornings and I have lost .6 pounds. That is a step in the right direction.

I have also noticed that I am thinking I'm hungry and I'm not. It's more of a attic to get out of what I am doing or I'm just bored. I have been finding way to battle it like sitting for a few minutes or drinking some water. Sometimes it works other time it doesn't. But it seems to be getting better. Also at night before going to bed I lay there and think about what I thankful and grateful for. Not to mention that I am lucky to have what I have.

Until next time keep having fun.