Wait till Sunday

I really have to wait until Sunday to leave for vacation. I'm very excited but also nervous because I feel like I'll over eat. But I do have some plans in place. Like replacing fruit for fries or hash browns. It will be interesting to see how well I can apply some of my new techniques I've been learning while in therapy. It will be a good test.

Until next time ummm my mind is blank.

Small rant on language

I went to lunch and ordered a veggie burrito. The lady was white or wheat. I repeated again veggie burrito and all she does is look at me like she doesn't know what it is. HELLO it's right there beside the meatballs and the beef. Oh and wait you speak Spanish. You know burrito. That is what was running through my head.

If you leave here in America learn English. If you feel you do not need too go back to the country you came from. But if you are waiting on people you need to understand us.

Until next time keep on talking.

Videos and 3 day weekends

I finally got the videos on the computer but cannot upload them here. I cannot find the files as they are under my videos in my iPad and when I click to upload it only pulls up my pictures. I'm gonna keep on working on it. Only because they are a riot. Well probably only to me and my family but whatever

On another note I didn't think about food as much as I usually do. Oh wait probably because I wasn't stressed. What a difference that makes. At least it's a 4 day week then I'm off to Disney with the Nuts aka part of my family.

Until next time watch out for the Nuts.

Dog and kids

I was at my cousins house watching her 11 year old daughter during the week. Well we were playing Nintendo and the dog threw up. Well I always gag and come close to throwing up when I have to clean it. Needless to say neither one of us wanted to clean it up. So I said lets put some paper towel on it and leave it for your mom. Marissa was like we can't so that. And I said why not she know how I am. Well this went back and fourth for about 15 minutes.

Marissa said let's both clean it up I said ok, I'll hold the bag while you pick it up. I get a CVS bag in between 2 fingers and hold it out with my face turned. Marissa then goes into detail how it feels even though it's in paper towel. I go running down the hall almost gagging. Then we both start laughing. We managed to clean it up with no one getting sick.

Until next time watch out for the throw up.

Eat to live or live to eat

I think I'm more of alive to eat person. Not sure where it came from but I like to eat. I'd rather eat all the junk then all the good stuff. I have gotten better with it. It all takes time.

Plus I eat when I'm stressed. Really any emotion. Luckily I am working with a doctor to help me work through the issues. I am glad I am doing it. It has helped me realize that it's just not changing my eating habits but my views on food.

Until next time keep on moving.

Things that run through my head before going to bed

I had all these things running through head last night before falling asleep and I can't remember them. At one point I thought I should right all this down. But I was too tired and had to be up at 5 am.

It seems like that is the time when I have the most thoughts. Where before it was during the day. I'll just need to get up the next time and write them down.

On another note I did get the software loaded on my PC for my video camera. But it is taking forever to load the videos. This weekend I'll work on it.

Until next time kick back and smell the flowers.

The joys of quiet at work

It's amazing what one person being on vacation can do. It's so much calmer and quieter here. I am not as stressed and don't really have as many urges to eat.

Work is a big issue for me when it comes to food. I look for ways to not work and I normally turn to food. I do occasionally turn to food outside of work but it's not as often as at work. In time I will learn to deal with it.

Until next time keep calm and peaceful.