Since the whole break up, I also kicked a friend to the side. I asked that the private stuff stay private. That couldn't be respected so I had to let her go. I'll still be there for her kids when I can be, The 2nd mother is having health issues so I am helping when I can there since she has always been there for me.
Now that its been done I have such peace. Don't get me wrong I want to send him a ton a messages but there is no point. Yes I miss seeing the kids but I know I'll see them again.
Yea the F buddy is still hanging in there. Just barely though. He was all hot and heavy in the being. Calling all the time trying to get a date and then we do meet up and it was going strong for awhile. Then boom it totally slowed down and he's always having something come up.
Lol I started this post back in January and never finished it or posted it. Alot, has changed since then. I caught feelings and he didn't. So in June I ended. Then a few weeks later he called my friend saying he has a girlfriend and was asking if I would have sex with him. Lord hell no. So thats the short of that whole thing.
Now I'm the dating apps. Someone help us all.
