Since the whole break up, I also kicked a friend to the side. I asked that the private stuff stay private. That couldn't be respected so I had to let her go. I'll still be there for her kids when I can be, The 2nd mother is having health issues so I am helping when I can there since she has always been there for me.
Now that its been done I have such peace. Don't get me wrong I want to send him a ton a messages but there is no point. Yes I miss seeing the kids but I know I'll see them again.
Yea the F buddy is still hanging in there. Just barely though. He was all hot and heavy in the being. Calling all the time trying to get a date and then we do meet up and it was going strong for awhile. Then boom it totally slowed down and he's always having something come up.
Lol I started this post back in January and never finished it or posted it. Alot, has changed since then. I caught feelings and he didn't. So in June I ended. Then a few weeks later he called my friend saying he has a girlfriend and was asking if I would have sex with him. Lord hell no. So thats the short of that whole thing.
Now I'm the dating apps. Someone help us all.
I think I got lost in the past few months. I have been working and hanging at home. Oh wait I lied. My friend set me up with someone from like 20 years ago. It was someone that she and another friend met while going to a dance club. Due to my work schedule at the time I only went on ladies night on Wednesday. I barely remember him. Probably because said friend was getting it on with him back in the day.
Well for the past few weeks we have seen a lot of each other. Funny thing was that I wanted to get back together with my ex from high school or someone like him. Well I got what I wanted. Someone like him. So time will tell if it will work. It is hard not to rush this but I don't want to spook either one of us or the purple monkey running around.
Till next time
It feels like just yesterday that I was in the hospital getting Kyle the cyst out. It was actually January 5 and now it's September 9th, I did start a liquid diet to support one of the bestie sisters who's having the gastric sleeve surgery. I last a day and a half. Yes 1.5 days, I had to eat something. So it has been 9 days and I have lost weight. She had built up to the liquid diet. Me nope. I went straight for it. But know that I have adjusted I am replacing 2 meals with shakes and jello for snacks and 1 small meal. At Costco I did get a big salad, grapes, hummus, and peppers. So that will be what I am eating. I figure as long as I am staying in my calorie range with what I am doing I can stil support the bestie sister.
Till next time.
Yea so not only do accidentally turn on the butt warmer in the car, but I turn on the passenger seat one when I am out Door Dashing. I haven't received my warming bag yet since I just started. What I need to do something to keep the food warm. Ok the bottom of the bag. What you don't want food? Well maybe not tipping the monkey in sky would help you with that. The fish may deliver it when you realize there are elephants in your front yard playing with space dust. What it could happen. I mean there's you not tipping so the alligator riding the ferris wheel at the end of the block can stay.
Yesterday I had a taste for ice cream. So I went out and headed towards downtown St Charles, IL. I stopped along the way and did come Pokemon hunting when my ass was getting warm. I was like I have the ice maker going so I wasn't sure why my dough was getting warm. Then I realized I bumped the seat warmer when I was heating up the ice burg I was driving. Yea I always use the butt warmer when its 87 outside. I have to be reminded once in awhile my halo is held up by horns.
